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[03 Feb 2007|05:26pm]
oh yeah! livejournal. i kind of never write in this ever, even though i read my friends page a lot.

soooo things are great.

i LOVE apartments.

all we do is fun things. there are awesome theater kids across the hall and random drug dealers directly beneath us and miles and amina and i just have fun at all times. we just laugh and play and stay up way too late and are very much drunk a lot. we never have to leave the apartment complex on the weekends to find a party, and the weeknights we just eat a lot and watch movies and porn and play around. yaaaay.

shma. katya and i are good. we're official. and it's been really great, EXCEPT that she may or may not have cheated on me like 2 weeks in. which was...not..good. but it's cool, we talked about it, and i'm fine. and we're staying together.

oh yay! my friend rachel just got here.

cam and i have been so...normal. like normal for normal people, not normal for us. he's my friend, actually, for once. we talk all the time, and he's actually great. and i kind of am starting to believe that england could have changed him. he's incredibly sincere about everything and it's a bit easier to believe him when he's in pennsylvania and knows he can't sleep with me. we're just friends. and he's SO happy for me and katya. and oy.

i dunno, things are really good, i almost feel like saying everything is going to jinx it. school is great, and the fam is too, and OH YEAH my aunt and uncle are coming from russia for my mom's birthday!!!!!!!! i'm incredibly excited about it, we haven't seen them in years and years and years. and it's my mom's sister! what a great birthday present!

okay. im going to shower. i miss everyone a lot. i have like random bursts of nostalgia for just hanging out with everyone from home and being chill and having a car and fun times.
sing me a song

[31 Dec 2006|01:47pm]
i usually think these things are so lame. i was bored, so i filled it out.
some of them were not funny/lame, so i took them out.

Opening Credits: imogene heap-goodnight and go

Waking Up: scissor sisters-i don't feel like dancin

Falling in Love: jamie cullum-a time for love (wow, perfect)

Fight Song: hendrix-voodoo chile

Breaking Up: carmen-non, tu ne m'aimes pas! (umm perfect much?)

Life's Ok: pink floyd-goodbye cruel world

Mental Breakdown: romeo and juliet soundtrack-Little Star

Flashback: beauty & the beast-Something There

Getting Back Together: allman brothers band-one way out

Wedding: the beatles-penny lane (cuuute)

Amazing Hot Sex Porn Scene: Styx-Renegade (ha!)

Final Battle: paul simon-i know what i know

Funeral Song: Louis Armstrong-I'm Not Rough

New Years Will Be Fantastic.
sing me a song

[16 Dec 2006|11:55pm]
i feel like this week has lasted 23423 years.
moving is a pain in the ass.
happiest/wierdest news ever: since the first day i got to BU, i've lost 20 pounds. i'm sorry, what?
that doesn't happen to me.
i don't think you can really tell i just feel pleased with myself to know it.

also, moving has taken over my life.
like it's all i do.
pack, and send stuff home. and pack. and send stuff home. and pack.
and pack and pack. everything i own.
studying should PROBABLY happen since my finals start on monday.
not too worried.
maybe i should stop being an alcoholic.

i just want next semester to start, cuz i'm excited for my classes. very very. except for geography. BU is so wierd, that somehow I"M ending up taking geography?

almost break? YES. yes, extreme to the max! (sorry, i just watched harold and kumar)
i really cannot wait for break...still slightly don't want to leave. nor do i want to step foot in the children's place but that's happening for sure.

im taking a bartender's course that certifies me and according to the instructor, the class isn't done until i have a job.

aha! this will be great. can you imagine me bartending? it would probably cause a MESS...and not help with that whole alcoholism thing...and get me lots of money.

okay, more packing to be done.

hooome soooo soooooooonnnnnnnnn. ahhh.
1 piano manpiano men | sing me a song

[14 Dec 2006|09:37pm]

the past week or so has been ridiculous. GOOD but ridiculous.
we have an apartment and it's BEAUTIFUL and close by and it has a BAR in the beautiful humungo kitchen and we love it.
we're going to make it lovely and warm and soo muuuch fuuun.

i'm taking a bartending class (not connected to BU). this can be where i practice! haha

i have to move out 100% of my stuff and my family has decided to split it up over a couple of days which means im hopping between sharon and boston this weekend, multiple times. PLUS we have to get miles' stuff 100% out, and because he can't fly it home, it's going home with me. which means it has to get from his place to my dorm...across comm ave.

OY. it feels hectic, but good hectic.
thank goodness my finals are monday tuesday wednesday instead of this week. i'm feeling pretty good about them, even though i've spent the last like 48 hours studying and not packing. which i really need to do.

i'm really ridiculously excited to go home. i want it to happen now. but i also don't want to leave. like at all. i really just want everyone from home to come here. how's that sound? yes? ok cool, i'm glad we have a plan now.

i really am like gushing to be home. i can't wait, i pretty much feel like this break will be a blast...erific.

okay this entry was just so that i could avoid packing. my brother will be here at 9 a.m. to bring home most of my stuff. which is all still dispersed all over my third of the room.

it's packing time. i'm pretty sure madonna will be the theme music.

OH P.S. we got free pre-screening tickets to dreamgirls. HOLY MOTHER FUCKING SHIT COCK BLUE MUNCHER BALLS it is the most amazing heart stopping thing i've ever seen. better than evita, rent, or any other musical-turned-movie i've ever seen. i balled like a little baby. ill probably see it again when it comes out and pay for it this time.
1 piano manpiano men | sing me a song

wa wu wee wa [30 Nov 2006|01:40am]
sooooo happy day!

i'm officially kicked out of BU housing effective exactly ONE HOUR after my last exam this semester.
that means when i come back from christmas vacation i will no longer be in a dorm.


i thought i'd livejournal it because i didnt want to call 2373451 people to inform (though i've imed a bunch that i thought might be awake).

THIS MEANS i will be in an apartment.
with a couch.
and a fridge.
and my own room.
and a living room.

THIS MEANS everyone come visit because that's so freaking exciting and i feel so old and i'll have rent to pay.

i'll be living with miles so our apartment will be loud and fun at all times.

ooooh yaaaay i can't wait to NOT tell my current roomates and then just never come back.

i wont really do that. but how funny would that be? or if like i left a note saying "i hate you guys too much. thought i'd leave." or something.

okay shower time.

p.s. i'm actually really stressed about finding an apartment because i have to be moved out by dec. 20th. and that's not much time. but right now that's overpowered by how happy i am about being dorm-free).
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I feel uselessly happy right now [01 May 2006|09:02am]
[ mood | happy ]

Just because I feel like it:

For all of my friends who I love and whose company I enjoy more than anything, 

including those that don't read livejournal, like max, etc. etc. etc

I give you the theme song from Golden Girls:

Thank you for being a friend
Traveled down the road and back again
your heart is true your a pal and a confident

And if ya threw a party
invited everyone ya knew
you would see, the biggest gift would be from me
and the card attatched would say

thank you for being a frieeeeeeeeeeeend.


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[12 Mar 2006|03:34pm]
"Existentiaism in surrealism: What makes an artist a surrealist? what themes are common among leading surrealist artists? what existential themes dominate surrealism?"

almost done. home streeeeetch.

this is byfar the most pretentious essay i have ever written.

and perhaps the most bullshat.

(and perhaps the worst)

sing me a song

[01 Jan 2006|04:56pm]

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Get all my belongings repossessed by the government.

Get your resolution here

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[04 Dec 2005|03:10pm]

1 down. (completely)

7 to go.

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[27 Nov 2005|07:44pm]

how do you leave the past behind
when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart

it reaches way down deep and tears you inside out
till you're torn apart

3 piano manpiano men | sing me a song

[12 Nov 2005|10:34pm]

i despise winter.




sing me a song

[28 Oct 2005|06:37pm]
they're having a girl!!!!
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[25 Oct 2005|06:40am]



holy fucking shit mother.

SO GOOD. i cried through probably more than half the songs.

it was ridiculous.

i really do need musical theatre in my life. it's craaaazy to think otherwise.

oh my god so good. and we sat in interesting seats. good seats! but interesting ones.

jason, (as you know, we're on a first name basis) is really funny! like laugh out loud funny! and for a second he became strongbad! and it was awesome.

mmmmm happy.
sing me a song

[16 Oct 2005|12:29pm]


Think about that weekend in the first couple weeks of the schoolyear. when we went to the beach. and did something else fun too (i cannot remember at this point in time). and that monday we all felt so close to eachother and we all loved eachother and everyone was really happy.

that was awesome.

i know we're all stressed and we all have 235235325 things to worry about, and we all have little annoying neurosese (sp??) that we all get pissed at. but im not gonna lie, i would really like if we could all just chill and be happy and be friends and stop looking for something to be annoyed with in everyone. we are all quick to say something ugly or bad about someone else. and if you're genuinely annoyed at someone, thats fine, but tell them. not someone else. i am not at ALL excempt from this, i am no different; i do the same thing. im just saying i dont like this NEARLY as much as i liked being really happy with everyone and being really huggy and being friends. cuz thats what we really are.

cuz if were all stressed about college and our 25 essays to write, wouldnt u rather have one less thing to be stressed about, instead of also having to worry about a friend being annoying or annoyed at you? cuz it would help us all get through this uesless stupid college shit if we were banned together. and happy.


so. this is a stupid useless ("im no longer useless, im homeless!!") entry. it is nothing but an appeal to all of you. i basically just want to remind everyone of that weekend of love at the beginning of the year when everyone was genuinely happy when a friend walked into the room.

love to all.

and. um. k. bye.

3 piano manpiano men | sing me a song

[09 Oct 2005|02:20pm]

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Rock with my cock out...waay way out [08 Oct 2005|08:29pm]
[ mood | giggly ]


my name is Eva

I (marcy) think that I (eva) am about the sexiest thing since the bagel slicer.

life is a beautiful beautiful place, esspecially when your vision is clouded by pouring rain.

marcy has a vaJEWna.

violence is bad.
violent sex is hot.

i am naked without my 12875875857 rings.
so please dont stare at my nude hands.

I like old men,
but its cool cuz i always use a condom
and gloves
and sometimes a jump suit
i dont know how that works
think creatively.

im going to go be girly with Marcy (marcy).

but i love you all...except YOU...yes you!

sing me a song

[06 Oct 2005|08:59pm]
my senior bioCollapse )
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[06 Oct 2005|07:43pm]

to do list for the rest of the evening:


1. write psych essay

2. study for psych test

3. write senior bio (GAH GAH GAH!)

4. plan to look nice tomorrow morning

5. rewrite french essay which is shit.

6. sleep? perhaps?


honestly, i will love you forever if you write my senior bio for me. FOREVER. really.

sing me a song

[28 Sep 2005|08:39pm]

basically, the entirety of the guidance department is truly ridiculous. REDICULOUS. absolutely.

umm i have a topic for my college essay. and the first 2 sentances. that's really it.

i should work on that, eh?

i should also work on cutting down my list of 13 possible schools. 5 of them are definites. which means of 8 i have to pick 3 more. 3 out of 8? umm i could do that by this weekend.

yes yes i know, all of you are way more ahead of me in this process, but i'm aware of that and that's exactly where i wanted/need to be. i'm not at all stressed, and i have everything under control. i actually have a plan! and for once i've begun to sincerely care about this all. i know when all of my deadlines are. i just can't decide on a final list. ek. too many to chose from that are basically exactly the same.

my mom is really funny. like really funny. during the college meeting, when she realized we had gotten a handout that i had forgotten to pass onto her, she said,

"you didnt give me that paper! you kakahead!"

thats right ladies and gentlemen, kakahead.

basically, i'm rather content right now. i dont' know why, i'm just in a generally happy mood. the show=FAMAZING, i had an awesome humanities project, and im about to go have some chinese food with my mom. and my essay has beginnings. and im proud. mhm .

has anyone seen the withches of eastwick? that's a truly fabulous film.

kbye kids.

2 piano manpiano men | sing me a song

[22 Sep 2005|08:23pm]
i have chosen a new screename!
marcy is the winner. (as always)

please take my old screename off your buddy list and replace it with the new one:


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